I realized last night how deep my love for you has grown. Your daddy noticed I'd put your professional pictures up on the wall last night. He commented on how beautiful you were. I looked up at them, smiled, and had this overwhelming feeling of commitment-love-determination... I'm not exactly sure what to call it, but I felt it. I felt commitment because of all the time we have put in together, growing you so far already - 5 months! I felt determination because of how much I still want you to see and do by my side. And I felt love because of that feeling deep inside of me that rises to the surface when I think of everything you mean to your father and I. It's an overwhelming feeling of fullness - my cup runneth over. I am so blessed.
Right now, you are crying in the other room because I'm not entertaining you. I apologize now, but you will not remember it the moment I walk back in there. I will be greeted with a toothless, gummy grin and you will forget all the anger and hurt. I wish things could be solved this way in real life. It would make everything so much simpler.
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